Let It Fall Away...


(Let it break into bits and pieces far too small to see, but just enough to feel.
One day, the absence will present itself, and you'll miss the damned painful but nonlethal bullets that were shot through your heart every day of your life...)

Today is good.

My room is clean, my car is clean (though I still need to wash it), but I’m still incredibly bored.

And I really want to drink.

I think John’s an alcoholic.

-sigh-