Let It Fall Away...


(Let it break into bits and pieces far too small to see, but just enough to feel.
One day, the absence will present itself, and you'll miss the damned painful but nonlethal bullets that were shot through your heart every day of your life...)

I got two hours of sleep last night. Texted him until 3:30 in the morning, then couldn’t sleep. I told him almost exactly what I wrote yesterday, but the bleak conversation took an…odd turn. He did it on purpose, knowing it would distract me, I’m fairly sure.

I don’t know what to think anymore.
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I do believe I’ve found a roommate for next year. She’s an odd person, I suppose, but odd is good. I hope they let us room together; I won’t enjoy being stuck with random, boring people.

My classes are also scheduled aside from an issue with English.

I think this is good.